FUCKJ AACHG FUCK AAACGHGH IM DEPRESSED FUCKJKJ AAACGHHHGGHG AND MENTALLYYY DETERIORRATIJNGH AHHEGGHEGHHSGHIAEJHEGKj

before you ask.

he's ok im gladd he's okk

its a reminder to all that my music is for the people who are mentally ill. or mentally well. people who feel alone and feel that they arent alone. its also a reminder that i care for each and every one of you people its ok if you feel this way its ok to feel angry. sad. anxious. because your never alone ever.

you know never knew how much loneliness and depression would bite me in the ass so hard. until now

battling with it is challenging and really painful to me to the point its effected my daily activities such as cooking. cleaning or even drawing or making music. this struggle is like how your fighting fire as your entire path Infront of you is crumbling and washing away slowly Infront of your very own eyes. and i had to watch a brother wash away right infront of my eyes. and having to deal with that also has been a stab in my chest.

so now im figuring on how to combat it instead of saying "ima do a hiatus" "ima leave the internet" yada yada shit.

so i begin to make music. doing modeling. or even literally cooking to combat this painful experience i am experiencing. and honestly its helped me more than just covering the broken scars with dirty bandaids or stitching the open wounds with broken threads.

birthday time EARLY CAUSEE YEAHJJH!!!

idk unpopular buring BUTTHOLE opinion but i think bras are very lame andd stuupiidd hehh fact i dotn wear em cause im just cool like thatt

i finally abandoned pixilart ima only use that shit for drawing and not like commenting cause yeahj but the rest of the site is legit SHIT from a butt

as all you know. me and my platonic partner had broken up. ima be taking a bit of a break from things. so wish me luck getting better. (if i ever do)

jhey new fellas who just got on my page. i will give you few uhh warnings on here

1. most of my drawings are suggestive and one is full on NSFWso beware
2. i do talk about alot of fucked up shit here. espesially $uicide or some other stuff
3. i vent a shit ton on here so be aware
4. i dont like pro/comshitters and any other disgusting shit so fuck off i hate you
5. if your ok with everything here uhhh give me a follow.
6. reminder no minors only adults that are 18-19 or 20 or older and have your age in your bio
7. everything freaky freak is aloud go at it idfc as long as you dont make others uncomfy i am good on that. but overall i hope you have a fun time here

SO RECENTLY I'VE BEEN CALLED AS A MUSIC PRODUCER FOR A COMIC AND A DATING SIM. HOLY SHIT!!!! dude you dont know how happy i am